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cynical beast
my job is strange to me sometimes. I see so many people in my job and yet all I seem to remember is blurs. I can focus on a few people but that many people just seem to blur together. of course filling out paperwork all day tends to fry the brain anyways. I liked my job at first but it becomes increasingly harder to tolerate. I just keep focusing on my goal. The money comes and goes but I am trying really hard to hold onto it. This time last year I was working at the same place but I had a different job and the same goal. Only last year I pissed away all my money on ipods and 360 games. This year I must learn from last year. Although I really want the Dr. Dre Beats headphones for christmas. Hopefully I can work that out. The goal I mentioned earlier is to get back to California. Meet up with my agent and stop running away from something that I feel like I’m destined to be great at.
-Amadeus
